Sometimes it seems that you just can't catch a break and you get to the place of feeling utter despair. This is a point in life when you just can't do anything more to help your situation, when there seems to be no hope, no way of escape. You are alone, in need, and can't do anything about it.
This becomes less and less about people and more and more about survival. How am I going to eat? Where am I going to sleep? What am I going to do tomorrow? These are very tough things to think about but they are very much a part of your reality. Sometimes you just wish that you could find a suitcase full of money. Other times, you just wish that life itself would end. Truthfully, you begin to question why God would allow such horrible and terrible things to happen to you.
You try to think positively, but your all positive'd out. You call your friends, only to be told what you should be doing even though you are doing everything humanly possible to change your current situation. So whats next? Just when you think that you've skinned your butt on naked rock and convinced yourself that things can't get any worse, they do. Then what? You have done all that you could do, called on everyone that you could call on, prayed, talked to the Pastor, but nothing has changed for the better. Seems that things keep turning for the absolute worst case scenario. What now? You are alone and have nothing and no one. Congratulations! You've officially hit naked rock...
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